Day 121 of knowing that birth family have moved into our town. Day 121 of living like fugitives. Yep, we’re pretty tired, pretty stressed, and comfort eating for Britain.
We had heart breaking news about one of the children from our adoption group dying at the weekend. Everyone in the group is in shock, and attempting to support his family, who really just don’t want anyone or anything right now.
This week Bubble is at PGL; I took Squeak away for a few days; and OH returned to work after a fortnight off. So imagine her delight when she was plagued with ‘phone calls from older sister in foster care’s Social Worker to arrange a sleepover this week. A sleepover that we invited her to 5 weeks ago. A Social Worker who thinks it perfectly acceptable to ignore the invitation for 5 weeks, give us 2 days notice, insist on taxi times that just don’t suit us, and tell OH that she had to say yes or no immediately!
Older sis is here now, and she and Squeak are having a great time. The taxi arrived 45 minutes before it should have done, so quite clearly there are some communication issues between said Social Worker and the transport department. Not just with us then.
I was helping my mum with a few jobs this morning. OH was looking after Squeak and her sister. Imagine her delight (again) when aforementioned Social Worker chooses today to plague her with calls about Sunday’s ‘contact session’, or what we prefer to call ‘sisters’ meet ups’. Call after call after call. After call. After call. He’d received an e mail 3 weeks ago about Sunday, but had chosen today – knowing that older sis would be here and we would be busy – to repeatedly phone to organise what should really be a quite simple thing. After the seventh phone call (I kid you not) he returned to the plan that poor old OH had suggested in the first place. And he had the cheek to say to OH that all he had wanted was for older sis to enjoy herself with us. Yes! This is the same Social Worker who had tried to stop older sis coming here for her birthday party.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?
More positively, we have finally (106 days later – isn’t there a timescale for these things?) received a risk assessment that is looking more acceptable. We need a few tweaks here and there, but at least I’m not labelled as having low emotional resilience anymore, and OH isn’t labelled at risk of losing her job. Oh yes! The first few risk assessments actually did say both of those things. Even though its focus was meant to be the safety of our children. Which clearly they are taking very, very seriously. Clearly.
Whilst Bubble is away at PGL the difference in Squeak is remarkable. Her previously unrelenting controlling behaviour seems to have dropped off the face of the earth. We are under no illusions that it will return lunchtime Saturday with the return of Bubble. We realise that we need to give our girls even more time apart than we are currently managing to do. Very difficult though when we can’t actually use any community facilities in our town, and when we seem to be at full stretch separating them as much as possible over the weekends anyway. We need more ‘respite’. More PGL weeks perhaps? I’m not sure Bubble would feel happy going without one of her sisters there though.
This week we had a surprising chat with my mother (an ex-teacher), who told us she believes, as does my sister (a teacher), that Bubble will not cope in a typical secondary school setting. We have been banging this drum for over a year, but to no avail, with a rejected EHCP, and little understanding shown of her needs at her current school. She has one year to go before secondary school, and we know that we have no chance of a therapeutic school environment. So we’re going to start banging the drum again loudly and ask our Social Worker to start attending the school meetings. We’re also going to ask for a re-referral to the Paediatrician so that we have more back up when the inevitable happens at secondary school, and we re-apply for an EHCP. It just seems so wrong that Bubble has to get to secondary school and ‘fail’ as her previous Social Worker said, before any other option can be considered.
And there we have it. Day 121 is nearly over. We’ll get up tomorrow and do it all again. We’re off to the beach hut with Squeak and big sis. The phone signal there is terrible – what a pity.